Sweet symphony

I love the blue of the sapphire,
The calmth of disappearing grieve,
When there's no one to keep me warm,
Please sing me a song,
Of love, of,
How to be lonely,
Let me truly feel the words,
Let me, feel love,
Let me,
Become whole...

I'm in the middle of life and fantasies,
Heaven and hell, you and me,
To pursue or to flee,

Send me waves to conquer,
Angels to find me,
I don't know who I am,
Or what to wish,
Can you see it now,
Can you see me?
Please tell me,

Am I still here?